Which only proves that his violence, the fruit of his upbringing, still exists within him. That this intellectual is conscious of his violence doesn't stop him from using it, on the contrary, he expresses it.

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disturbance (dear M, I am sorry to have caused you trouble)

a crazed moon
tatiana without a horse
olympia where are my truffles?
pleaded like a shackled witch
and waited like an exuberant nympth
Big rooms, greedy caverns
the inches of my distress
and sitting there
puddle of mud, weeper
I can't move in this room
the mirror will fall down
the shower pane will explode!

scrub dem eyes
scrub dem eyes

12 hours of sleep
blood in the bed
oh! come lay your head, my sweet

and muted now, after the scream of another usual disturbance

hey, how is it going? .. I am fine, 2 days left for me to come back, it passed so fast!, anyway tell me.. u feel awful because u made a mistake or u just feel guilty for something that u had to do? .. To be honest when u ate at my home u seemed kind of in love... tell me, being there killed all of that? you found another reality and you dont wanna come back soon or u just wanna do it but without someone? I hope your thoughts are going well.. sorry for the many questions.. I miss you girl

Can we make an official date? Monday, lunch at the korean? or dinner? xxx 

Hi. Happy new year even though it is bit late.

Happy Birthday. I hope you're fine. Update me about your plans !

he he i have a lightbulb head not you, festive i agree, but weird no..

I know, I am really sorry, I was in a bit of a mess but, I'll hold myself together and send them to you, I really didn't forget, so, count on me 

i feel you belong to here
i dont use belong that much

i think it will be great if i got a phone call from you soon ...

well then itll probably be alright

Friction in the bathwater

the only thing that is meant to make you okay

at the beginning of life, swimming, pure without chafing

but the bath is spinning

and your getting bigger, loosing more water

spilling, out of the sides, onto the carpet

the rough, goatskin prickle earth 

and you rash quickly and you get bald 

Survival. Don't be moody darling...you won't make it through

GRACELESSLY GRACEFUL